i have set myself the daily task of picking my song of the day and things like that, quotes during the day that made me laugh/cry/whatever … just stuff that is interesting and to tell the world, so here goes

song of the day - A Day To Remembers, All I Want

its a great song, it makes me smile and as the first lyric says, “i’m always screaming my lungs out” when i here it … so enjoy, and see if you can spot all the bands in the video :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61ESVVk4bNk

at college we analysed an episode of Doctor Who called Blink. an episode where the doc is stuck in the past and the hero sally sparrow must escape the weeping angels, i wont bore you with the whole story but there is a really funny sequence that makes me laugh that i will explain and like you to

start from 4 mins 19

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1cjNipPTL8&feature=related

sally is watching a video of the doctor from 1969, he is reading a transcript of what he is supposed to say and of what she is going to say, (stay with me here) some of the things Larry says (the bloke) are hilarious … the t-shirt quote … look out for it

for now i’ll leave you with this so enjoy

oh and go watch the whole doctor who ep, its class :D

Smash’ems

to clue you in …i am fucking wasted !!!

i decided hmmm, i dont do too much with my day so i will update this once a week with a highlight reel to make things easier and more interesting to read … last time i posted was just before/after new years … i forget … but things will continue to happen wont they

ok, i am broke, bored, jobless, lonely, and bored … oh i said that … well … i cant afford to do anything with my day so i sleep in till god knows when and even then i don’t want to get up … then i sit around my house till someone rings me as i cant afford credit and then scramble together a plan … with band twice a week taking 4 quid a go i am losing all grip on money and may have to quit just to keep myself going which may kill me as its all i have going for me right now that i feel is any good … anyone that sees me in person will think i am fine as i am quite the actor but you guys reading this get my true feelings (sorry) people dismiss a good chat as a way of helping to easy but i don’t know who i can talk to any more … i know i know i am wine-ing like a bitch but no one else will listen and if you have read this far then you truly do care or at least you want to seem as much … 

so like a window i am glass … people see through the crap and dont care to ask … i give up … southampton is in september and sometimes it could not be further away, i want to go so bad but am scared to not have anyone i know aroud, although a lot of the time i feel like i don’t have anyone here anyway … strange huh

laters,

T.Smash

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• i have decided that for new years i am going to really give this a bash, i also thought that with new years like 2/3 days away i might as well start now and really unload onto the poor unsuspecting people of tumblr, for which i apologise but i have much to say and as you may have guessed i can’t stop fuckin sneezing !!!

• i will warn this is going to be an over spill of a months thoughts and such so feel free to stop reading but if you have the time and/or am nosy enough to want to read on and attempt to help/laugh at me feel free … i just saying i can’t sleep, i don’t do anything with my day because my knee hurts to much to do anything, so when i get home at night i am not tired so i stay up half the night … thus at 3 in the morning i am here … but i have time to think so i think … and think … and mess my head up a bit and all hell breaks loose

• for example i have been thinking about “Eye Bear Witness” (my band) and whether its the right thing for me … dont get me wrong i love it to pieces and really enjoy doing it but when i started i never wanted to be doing this kind of music and now i really want to do what i want which is very … hmmm … puddle of mudd … alter bridge … army of anyone … kinda thing … but no one in jersey listens to that stuff and i really feel alone with my music taste … i feel a bit out casted and i know thats a massive over statement but you get my point … its hard to get a word in edgeways when everyone is breackdowns and gangster rap … now you see why i feel out casted … but enough on this for now

• i’m getting worried about money, people keep buying me drinks and stuff and i feel like a charity case and i know everyone means well and hell who doesn’t like free stuff but i dont want anyone to get the wrong idea … and again over statement but jersey people are different to the rest of the human race … they are dick heads and i know i am one of em so yeh sorry … but you cant do anything without people saying shit here and there and i dont want to look like the village scrounge who no one wants to hang out with … and dont it doesn’t happen coz i can name 3 peeps this has happened to (i wont but you know em too) … … … you get my point

• i gonna stop now as i just seen how much i written and it worries me … if anyone feels they have the magic solution then feel free to say whatever … i just feel i at a dead end and no one give a rats ass … night all and happy new year … lol happy new year after writing that seems and bit out of place … haha haha … but eh i still cant stop fucking sneezing , i must be allergic to all this wine-ing i keep doing (cant spell and gave up … you get it)

T.Smash
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P.S. sorry for the essay again !!!

i dont use this website as i never really saw a reason … sorry … but i been watching over you guys … again sorry … and decided seeing as the last few days have been a piss take for me that i would write some shit out and have a giggle :D

tonight was intersting … got started on, kinda, i mean i was slammed into a wall by some dick head (*cough - max something - cough*) oh well … now i know it was him lets see him try it again as i will be watching out for him … and no this is not a threat i am just saying if i get slammed/punched/or whatever by anyone i’ll try to have a go back, to be fair he coaght me off guard and fair play i did not know what to do but had i realised i … well … probs still would have walked off but i’d like to think i’d do something back … hehe lol

either way had our first gig last night and it was amazing so that most defiantly out ways the dick head of tonight … woo hoo … but yeh crowd were good and next week at kennys gig should be amazing 

Laters

T.Smash :D

well, i bite my nails like a bitch … its annoying and i can bite em down till it hurts … thats it really, its annoying !!!

These are My many wonderful friends … be amazed by our awesomeness :D

i just got home from a really random night … i went out for a drive with a few people and ended up hanging out in some pretty random places till about half an hour ago

what did i accomplish i here you all scream … nothing all we did was tell jokes and giggle at stupid things

good giggle though :D

Its My Stage Name :D

1 - The first band i was in was a 6 piece instrumental called ‘The Devilish Angels’

2 - After coming first in a high jump competition i found out i was the only one who was in my age class

3 - I am scared of most bugs and spiders

4 - I have 2 tattoos and 5 piercings … for now

5 - Me and 6 other people broke into 2 hotels under the though that they were abandoned and stole 40 litres of alcohol from one and trashed the other, then was arrested the next day … i did 50 hours community service and paid a fine of 600 pounds … my bad !!!

6 - I consider myself to be a bit of an average metal head, I love most games even though some tend to freak me out or scare me, i enjoy most films and after a media course i can point out lots of mistakes and generally annoy people with random assed facts, and i adore music, its something i do and will for a long time carry a passion for, i love going to gigs infact i been to the download festival in 2008, 2009 and 2010 and the sonisphere festival in england in 2010

7 - Even though i said metal head i love most kinds of music, Lady Gaga right through to Slipknot

8 - I have the ambition to get a border collie and call Hollywood coz i think it would be cool

9 - The first song i ever had a contribution in writing was called ‘Innuendo’ … it was during the first ever practice of a band i was in called ‘Death Deficiency’ we sat and went “right what shall we right the first song about and me and the guitarist looked at each other and both went … SEX !!!” … the chorus goes as follows …

“Every inch i get closer to you

from inside me

theres not more i’ve gotta do

to reach ecstasy

I’m screaming”

it was bitchin’ !!!

10 - I fancy my best friend … but doing something about it scares me as i would not want to loose the best friend i have ever had … lame

11 - I am too nice for my own good

12 - I hate James Hetfields voice, i prefer other peoples covers of Metallica songs … sorry

13 - If i could have it my way … i would move to England with all my friends and live on a massive piece of land like a farm, the house would need to be big but not ridiculous, it would need a barn for the band to practice in … and the band would be touring the world … party :D

14 - I totally just farted and this so far has taken an hour and a half and counting !!!

15 - I Was Up The Twin Towers Four Weeks Before The Planes Hit Em … That Was Lucky !!!

Enjoy Peeps :D